Life's awesome now :) Have been heading out for ddd sessions with my crazy peeps at least once a week nowadays. Sometimes I think I'm a lil crazy, cos even on weekdays, I would join them for ddd even though I gonna work on the next day, *laugh* And yesterday was one of those crazy days. Because of that, I had quite a sucky day. Work simply sucks to the core and because I drank a tad too much yesterday, it resulted in a hangover today. Sucks to be nursing a hangover at work. Imagine, your mind is blank yet you have to keep doing, writing and sorting all documents etc etc. And because I can't concentrate properly, I kept making mistakes so I had to redo etc etc. *arrgh* And the worst thing was, I was asked to work OT today :( Major turn off!

Well, I'm so glad that I'm home now, lying on my comfy chair, blogging & listening to awesome songs :) Weekends is approaching soon. Yayness! But I gonna wake up early to do a blood test this Sat. Blah! Let's hope everything turn out well for me~ *fingers cross*

♥ Love

Have been hanging out with many diff clique of my lovelies recently. Mega love! Shopping with sfb, Starbucks date with bff, Tao huey date with wxm, Shopping with ttb, Mag's bday celebration at Rebel with sfb, luo wei & wxm, Pre xmas party at Hush Hush with O Clique & ting's poly frens, Xmas countdown party with bff, qting, wxm, wanlian, hui jin & belinda & Supper date with ah boy, ck, damien & toby at 848. Thanks to everyone, I had hell lotsa laughter & fun. Days are getting better and I'm glad :) New year is coming and I sure hope that the brand new year would be a fantastic one for me and all my friends! Cheers! On a side note, all these events sure caused me to be uber broke. Pay day pls come soon! Blah!!

Keep smiling =) Cos everything will be fine.

I guess I'm starting to really feel the awesomeness of being out of it. I'm no longer feeling so much pain. Just a sense of disappointment with everything. And I believe everyone will meet some kind of bad happening at one point of their life. You can curse and swear, cry and whine all you want for a period of time, but when most of the negative emotions are gone, you will start to realise that what's over is over. There's no point dwelling on the past anymore. The key is that you are able to grow out of it, begin to look back on everything and understand the lesson taught from this incident.

There's lotsa unsorted photos in my PC and I realised I have not really posted the pics from Mag's graduation & BBQ outing at ECP last month. Shall flood this post with photos instead of words.

Enjoy =))

Getting ready for BBQ

We were so sad 'cos food is still not ready.

Yay! BBQ Time! It's our first BBQ session tgt. Awesome!

Ting & Andy's poodle. His name is Coca and we all love him to bits except Sui Na who's afraid of dogs. *teehee*

So cuteeee isn't it?

Totally heart this pose of Coca :))

Mag's convocation!

Congrats to her fr completing her course at ACCA =)

The small bouquet of flower we bought for her.

Tea break at Cedele

Fuck you.

Other than fuck you, all I can say is I hate you to the core and all those fucked up things that you have done just disgust me! Don't even check on how am I doing 'cos it's not something you should be concern of. Whether I die or live is no longer your business. Even if I die, I won't even want you to be in my funeral. That's how much I hate you and wouldn't want to see you. People who know me would know that I don't usually hate someone and have hardly use this word "hate" on anyone. So when I really do, you know how much hurt that person have caused me to make me feel this way. I hope I won't ever ever ever meet you again. If I happen to see you, you will be nothing but jus a stranger to me. I swear my life will be so much better without you. Although for now, life is totally shitty 'cos unlike you, I have a heart and I do feel for this broken r/s and as much as I hate to say it, there's still love. But, slowly, it will fade 'cos whenever I thought of those things you have done, I tell myself, you are not worth the love. Everything will all eventually become hatred. But the thing I can thank you is that you let me meet awesome people like branchel & let me realised that I have lotsa nice friends out there who will be there for me when things go wrong. Other than that, screw you. Just watch out 'cos "What goes around comes around". You will fully understand this word "Karma" one day. Fully. And I hope there will ever be 1 day where you'll look back on everything and start to realise how everything you have done was so hurtful & bad and begin to tell yourself, you will not do any of those anymore and be a better person from then.

Don't ask how am I doing. Don't beg me to take care. 'Cos it's no longer something you shld care about.

Have been feeling slightly better. Work is enough to fully occupy me for the entire day and to avoid thinking about anything. And during non-working timing, friends are the ones who keep me entertained. Though, on & off, some unpleasant thoughts still invade my mind and bring those dreaded emotions back. I think time wil slowly erase everything and all wounds will heal with only the scar left to remind me on the lesson learnt.

I think this week must be the worst week I ever had in my 20 years of life. Done stupid things to numb all my senses. But I don't really care anymore. I just need to vent out all my emotions. I need to. Never have I felt so pathetic before. Cried. Nose bleed twice. Almost got hit by 1 bottle some inconsiderate freak threw down from the top of the building. All these happened together in 1 night. I must say it's a fucking tormenting night. Thank god for Bff & Ting. Called them up and it made me feel so so so much better. I know it would get better and not worst. I just have to get over it.

Heart-broken is the word.

Woke up in the morning feeling so blank. Suddenly, things changed. After knowing the truth, I felt so fucking pissed and heart-broken. But the anger left eventually and not long after, all memories flow back. I might be cursing and swearing like nobody's business for the first few hours but soon sadness, disappointment and misses came in.

It's sad that things have to come to this point where I'm pretty much left with no other choice but to make this decision and to tell myself not to go back again. Though, it's not the very first time I'm experiencing all these shit, I'm still not very good in dealing with all these emotions. On and off, some random thoughts will pop up in my mind and it's kinda making me crazy. But I know, it's going to be better without all these drama going on in my life.

P.S: Just wanna thank all my friends for texting me, being there for me and not forgetting bff & wxm for buying chocolates for me to cheer me up. Thanks people!

Been very very busy at work lately. Board of Directors from overseas came this week and everyone were damn busy cleaning, decorating and tidying up the whole office plus the various outlets that they were going to visit. I was even temporary assigned to the A & P team to help them out with the promotional materials that they were going to issue to the various outlets. Madness can! But, being madly busy is better than having nothing to do. I kinda like the feeling of being so effing busy 'cos I would have no time for any stupid thoughts or whatsoever and make myself feel so miserable. It's just work work work & work! Great! This coming week would definitely not be any better even though the guest left already 'cos we have this warehouse sale from Thurs to Sunday and I need to spend the entire day on Thurs helping out. Plus, new boutique will be opening so lots of work have to be done to prepare for this and I think I need to settle it within 3 days. I hope I can finish everything fast and with zero mistakes. *teehee*

Alright, I think I need to stop blabbering and get some rest now. Lotsa pics from Mag's convocation and the bbq at Ecp yet to be uploaded over here. Will try to upload them next week aite :) Tata!

After hearing so much raves about this seafood restaurant at AMK, I finally have the chance to try it yesterday. Went for a early b'day celebration for QianHui with Yanzhao & Serene. We had a big feast over there. There's only 4 of us yet we ordered 5 dishes, 10 man tous & 6 bowls of rice. And we finished all the food at the end of the dinner! YZ & QH were the big eater of the night. He ate 2.5 bowls of rice while QH ate 1.5 bowls of rice. Damn crazy! I wonder how their stomach can fit in so much. *laugh*  Their famous crab dishes are actually the Claypot Crab BeeHoon and Butter Crab but we didn't order those:( We chose Chili Crab instead. Hmmm.. Shall go there again and try their specialty dishes next time:)

Pictures time :)

Mellben Seafood
Ang Mo Kio Avenue 3 #01-1222
Tel: 6285 6762 (To avoid queuing & waiting for so long, you can give them a call & make a reservations before going down)

From top left- bottom right ( 古老肉, 风流鸡, 翠皮豆腐, 小白菜 with mushrooms)

After dinner, we sat down at one of the void decks and cut the cake for QH :)

I love my past few weekends 'cos I get to spend my time with awesome people & yummylicious food :) First was to Dempsey Ben & Jerry's on one of the Sat, next was a chill out session at Brewerkz and my last weekend was spent with him, his parents & branchel at Canton-i for his dad's b'day celebration. Fun fun fun! My weekends have become more precious now since I'm working already and weekends will be the only days where I get to chill, relax and enjoy myself. There's so many shows that I have yet to watch and I need to finish watching them in the weekends before new eps keep coming up. Oh. And I can't wait for month end to come, 'cos that would mean, It's PAYDAY! *weee* Need to clear off my debts and do some shopping. The thought of having moolah rolling into my pocket just excites me :))))) Alright, 'nuff said. Picturessss~

Bff & I

*slurp* Yummy Ice-Cream topped with M&M and hot fudge on waffle. Mad love!

One bride-to-be approached us and told us to write some wishes on her lil book for her upcoming wedding :)

Dinner at Canton-i (Ion Orchard #03-14).
It's a restaurant serving Canton Cuisine.
Their food are quite good and their interior is so pretty.
Love their pink walls and even their cutlery.

Passed by this store at Ion Orchard and realised their mannequins have unique head. *teehee*